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[thedemonmagnet]

Helen had been topside from the horrible place for a few days and Xander's heart had finally stopped racing whenever she was out of his sight. Granted, he wasn't too happy that she was out at the Club drinking with Luthor, why was it always Luthor, but at least she knew she was safe. And while he didn't get the drinking, he knew this was something they needed to do.

But it did give him the chance to work on a few personal projects that he'd neglected in his worry and then in his reunion with Helen. So there he sat on the porch, forming a piece of wood in his hand with one of his woodworking tools, waiting for her to come home to him.

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[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander racked his brain, trying to think of what in the world Helen could be getting at. He caught the glance at the bed and gave her a confused look. "You...want him to stay with us?"

He honestly had no idea.

[devilwoman]

Saffron nodded, giving Xander her best drunken approximation of the sweet and wide-eyed look she tended to give him when she wanted him to say yes to something. "Just for tonight," she said. "He needs company, a certain...kind of company, and I think you and I can give that to him, tonight."

She paused, tried to study his expression to see if he understood what she meant. "Do you know what I mean?"

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

At that look, Xander groaned. He’d yet to not give in to that look and the drunken version was even more pathetic.

But he still couldn’t quite believe what she was saying. It wasn’t anything she’d ever suggested before. “You…you want us to sleep with him? Are you sure?” It wasn’t like Xander hadn’t thought what it would be like to sleep with Alcuin. His friend was stunning, but they’d both fallen in love and it seemed to not be meant to be. And he hadn’t thought about sleeping with anyone in months, not since he’d moved in with Helen. This…this was a lot to think about all of a sudden.

[devilwoman]

"Listen to me," Saffron said as she took Xander's face in her hands, as if he had been doing anything but that very thing. "I love you. With all my heart, and soul. You're the only one for me, for - to have the sharing of my life with. You know that, right?"

She didn't give him a chance to answer before she continued. "But there's a comfort he needs, one we can give him, it's a certain - he needs it." She huffed out a breath, frustrated by how her state of inebriation wasn't letting her be as eloquent as she would have liked. "Yes, I'm sure. But only if you are, too."

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander had been listening to, and looking at, her very intently throughout this whole surreal conversation that he still couldn't quite believe they were having. "Of course I know that. And I love you more then anything." He said in confirmation, because he felt it needed to be said before he could continue.

Eloquent or not, her words were still attempting to go right over him. But if there was one thing Xander knew, was the need to do something to comfort a friend in need. "Yes..." He said softly before repeating himself in a more confident manner. "Yes. I'm sure."

[devilwoman]

"Okay," Saffron replied, her thumbs running lightly back and forth over his cheeks. She nodded, then leaned in to kiss him tenderly. "Okay. Let's go ask him, then."

She released Xander's face and took his hand instead as she turned toward the door, trying not to lose her balance in the process. Once they were outside, she took them right over in front of where Alcuin was sitting, releasing Xander's hand only after she'd hung on as she knelt in front of Alcuin, Xander's steadying grip keeping her from falling over.

"Alcuin, we have something we'd like to ask you," she started, her hands moving to rest just above his knees. Saffron took as steady a breath as she could, and mustered all the focus available to her addled brain so she could make what was undoubtedly going to be the most coherent speech she would give that night.

"I'm not a servant of your Naamah, but I'm trained to see things," she explained, knowing he would understand what she meant. "I see a need in you, and I think there's something can be done to ease it a while, offer a little refuge." She paused, took one of his hands in hers. "Xander and I have a very nice bed, very spacious and comfortable. And if you're willing, we'd like for you to join us there, for tonight, and we'll see what we can do for you."

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

While Xander still wasn't quite convinced this was a good idea, he was willingly to go along with it. The worst thing that could happen would be that Alcuin would say now. If he said yes...well, it would be interesting but Xander certainly didn't have it in him to say no.

When Helen knelt, Xander switched his hold to her shoulders, helping her to stay steady as she spoke to Alcuin.

While Xander didn't see things quite the way they did, he did see things as well. Granted, his view tended be a bit more innocent then theirs, he couldn't deny the want to help a friend in need. "Really, Alcuin, we want to help. It would be our pleasure." He said, as reassuring as he could.

[alcuin]

Alcuin looked a bit startled when Helen knelt in front of him, and it was clear as well from his expression that he had not been expecting what followed.

He looked at them both for a moment, and then finally asked, a bit hesitantly, "Do... you want me?"

It was important to him. As lonely as he was... he needed to be desired, not pitied.

[devilwoman]

By way of an answer, Saffron leaned forward, releasing Alcuin's hand so she could cup his face in a way very similar to what she'd been doing with Xander just moments before, and yet so different.

"Yes," she said softly, then leaned in to kiss him, and took her time with it.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander watched Helen kiss Alcuin and while his heart twinged for a moment, he couldn’t help but find the sight beautiful as well. Before the kiss even ended, Xander reached out and set his hand on Alcuin’s shoulder, so when they did break away, the other man would look up at him. “Yeah, yeah we do Alcuin.”

Then it was his turn to lean in a kiss his lonely friend.

[alcuin]

The kiss from Helen was sweet, and Alcuin parted his lips instinctively and leaned into it, and then when Xander's lips were offered to him as well, he opened himself up even farther to it. Desire sparked inside him.

He was, in truth, unsure as to why they were making this offer, and he hoped that it was in the spirit of desire, and love, and not pity. But unsure thought he was, he could not find it in himself to question.

"It would honor me to join your bed," he said softly when the kiss with Xander broke.

[devilwoman]

"Then come inside," Saffron said, after she'd taken a moment to appreciate the view she'd just had.

She took hold of Xander's arm so he could pull her to her feet, then reached out with her other hand when she was standing so she could take back Alcuin's hand and lead him along with them. She wanted to touch more, to kiss, to seek out bare skin, and to watch, but she settled for clutching a hand and an arm until they were back in the bedroom.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Pity was the last thing on Xander's mind. He loved Helen more then he could stand and he had an intense desire to for Alcuin, a desire to comfort his friend who sorely needed it.

Xander gladly pulled Helen up and then when Alcuin stood to join them, he touched his shoulders for a moment in support before following Helen into their bedroom. Then he bit his lip, as the realization that he had no idea what to do, and that he was probably the least experienced person in this situation, hit him.

How does someone start a threesome?

[alcuin]

Alcuin could see that Xander was unsure, and when he stood there between them, he thought back to the times he had done this in Terre d'Ange, with patrons. He said with quiet solemnity, "This is not about my coming between you, I can be a conduit for your desire for each other."

[devilwoman]

Saffron smiled softly, hanging on to both men probably a little more than was necessary as a way to keep herself from swaying or stumbling. "Don't worry about coming between us," she assured Alcuin, sweeping a hand over that amazing white hair of his as the other clutched at Xander, keeping him close. "No one could do that. Not unless we put you there."

She kissed him again, then, slow and sweet. "Let me see the two of you together," she said, stepping back so Xander and Alcuin could come closer to each other.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

At Alcuin's concern, Xander just gave him a bashful smile. "That's not what I'm worried about. You are just as much an equal part of this as we are." He paused then admitted. "I just don't know where to start."

Thankfully even drunk, Helen was patient and knew exactly what he needed. Xander gave her a thankful kiss on the cheek before turning completely to Alcuin to kiss him again, his hands moving just to rest on his hips for now.

[alcuin]

Alcuin relaxed into the kiss with Xander, bringing one hand up to cup his face and deepening it just a touch. He had kissed Xander before, but it had hardly been real at all, and this was. It was a nice kiss, sweet.

"I think this is a good place to start," he said softly when it broke.

[devilwoman]

There were some condoms left over, Saffron knew, and though they were in no rush, she took the moment while Xander and Alcuin were kissing to go and discreetly take out two of them, setting them on the bedside table for when they would eventually be needed.

By the time Alcuin spoke again, she had rejoined them, moving to stand behind Xander. She slid her hands up his sides, beneath his shirt, prompting him to pull it off.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

It was different, kissing Alcuin. Yes they had kissed before but it had been so long since he'd kissed anyone but Helen. It wasn't bad, just different, and after a moment, he began to really enjoy it.

So much so that he made a soft noise when they broke apart. Soft noises at the familiar hands that came from behind him. With all the skill he'd learned in his years at the club, he stripped off the shirt and got rid of it without moving from between the two of them. Then he returned the favor, hand moving to Alcuin's shirt, wanting to not be the only one half naked.

[alcuin]

Alcuin too was very adept at getting out of his clothes, and he only had to lift his arms and then his shirt drifted to the floor, revealing a well-formed body and pale skin marred only by the long, thin scar up his side - and of course, his marque.

A smile touched his lips at the little sound Xander made, and he looked over Xander's shoulder to Helen, still smiling.

[devilwoman]

Saffron returned Alcuin's smile, pressing a kiss to Xander's shoulder as she came around to stand behind Alcuin. She ran her hands lightly over his marque, just admiring for a moment.

"Beautiful," she murmured, and pressed a kiss to his shoulder blades before reaching through his arms to take hold of the waistband of Xander's pants. Smiling, her lips brushing Alcuin's shoulder blade, she tugged to get her boyfriend even closer to them.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander watched in fascination as Alcuin took off his shirt, having never seen the other male less then full clothed before. There was definitely a contrast between them, light to dark, even more then Xander had felt with Spike years ago.

His smile faded for a moment as he remembered back to the previous incarnation of the ex-vamp. But he chased it away by letting Helen pull him closer and kissing her over Alcuin's shoulder, while his hands moved up Alcuin's sides, just touching lightly to get a feel for the other body pressed against his.

[alcuin]

Alcuin could not see them, but almost feel them kissing with him pressed between them. He allowed himself to bask in the intimacy of it and tried to push back the sting of envy.

He smoothed one hand up Xander's chest as they kissed, and with the other began working at the fastenings on his trousers.

[devilwoman]

She could get a sense of what Alcuin was doing from the feel of his movements. Saffron released her hold on Xander as they continued to kiss, and while Alcuin worked on Xander's pants Saffron moved nimble hands to Alcuin's, working to get them undone.

It wouldn't be long before she was going to start feeling very overdressed.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander wanted to fix that but he too could feel what was going on so he wisely decided to wait until they were done. Though he did take the opportunity to toe off his shoes.

Once his and Alcuin's pants were a puddle on the floor, Xander broke the kiss and gave Alcuin a quick playful one before stepping back. "I think Helen is over dressed."

Now it was his turn to step around them to Helen's back, where he could help her slip out of her dress, kissing her shoulders in the process.