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For Saffron

When Helen has asked Xander the night before during his shift at the club to come by the club the next day to help her with something, he assumed it was because he was also on the building crew and she needed help fixing something. So after gathering up some tools, he made his way to the club, letting himself inside since he assumed by the unlocked door that Helen was already there.

"Helen? Hello?" He called as he walked through the emtpy Willows Room towards the stairs to the Catscratch Club. "I'm here. Whatcha need?"

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Gentle was good. Unhurried was even better. It let Xander center himself and stay in the moment instead of letting himself hide in past memories. He kept his eyes on Helen and that seemed to be working.

After experiencing it already, Xander couldn't help reaching up to touch her sides, fingers just feeling to prove this was real. "Yeah?" He asked softly, the kiss to his neck making him a bit breathless.

"Mmmm-hmmm," she hummed, pausing what she was doing to move back up and press her lips to his in a kiss that was a little more intense than the previous ones, passionate in a way that expressed desire but not dominance. "Very."

She moved downward again, making sure to slide tantalizingly against him as she did so, and continued kissing her way along his body, down and down until her lips brushed the sensitive spot where his hip met his leg.

Kissing was still very of the good and wow...the kiss left him a little breathless and feeling a bit of the rush he got when he was on stage.

Xander moaned softly at each soft kiss, but specializing when Helen got to his hip. "Oh...that feels good..." He never imagined anything could feel like this, so warm and special. "This is amazing..."

Of course it was amazing, and that was part of why Saffron had wanted to help Xander get over this particular fear of his. Not just because she knew she could, but also because she knew it would be really rutting good on top of the help provided.

She smiled against his skin, one of her hands finding his hand and lacing their fingers together. Her other hand she wrapped around him, and she glanced up at him with a smile before taking him slowly into her mouth. She teased with lips and tongue and just the barest hint of teeth, enough to heighten his arousal but not enough to bring him off before they got to the main event.

Oh. Wow. This was new.

Xander's eyes were wide open and he grasped hard at Helen's hand. The wet and heat...it was like nothing he'd ever imagined. And the teeth...he hadn't thought teeth there would feel good, but oh...did it. Just...wow. "Oh my god..." He finally breathed out, looking down at her as if he was discovering the 8th wonder of the world.

Edited 2009-06-11 22:26 (UTC)

She continued for a few moments longer, and when she finally released him and worked her way back up his body in a manner not unlike a prowling cat, she was smiling and clearly aroused. "Did you like that, honey?" she murmured, lips close to his ear, before she kissed her way along his jaw.

"That was..." Xander didn't have a word for it or maybe Helen had sucked out any all brain cells he would have used to come up with one, so he settled for kissing her. He was harder then he'd ever been in his life and it felt amazing.

Saffron rubbed up against Xander, moaning softly against his lips as he kissed her. She rolled over, taking him with her so that they ended with him on top of her again.

Reaching out with one hand, she took a condom from the place she kept them beside the bed. She didn't unwrap it just yet, though, simply held it in her hand and continued kissing him. "God, I want you," she murmured between kisses.

Bracing himself on his forearms above her, Xander didn't even bother hiding his moans now as he kissed her. He was becoming less afraid by the moment.

"Please Helen..." He said softly, wanting it too. Though he wasn't quite sure what it was, he knew Helen wouldn't steer him wrong. There might be something to this sex thing after all.

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That was all the prompting Saffron needed. She tore open the condom wrapper and tossed it aside, then gave Xander an almost urgent kiss before rolling it on him. She wrapped her leg around his waist and tilted her hips upward to rub against him, an open invitation for him to make his move as soon as he was ready. If Xander wanted her to guide him, she would, but Saffron knew he needed to know he was not just a passive participant in this.

Okay, this was very new. Very newer. Newer then anything they'd done yet.

It would have taken him longer to get ready but her rubbing against him like that made it hard for him to think about it too much to the point he just wanted to do it. Still, it took him a moment to figure out the mechanics but soon he was sliding home with a small gasp and a surprised, but happy kiss for Helen.

It's amazing how different it felt when he was the one doing the driving, so to speak, rather then being the reluctant passenger.

She took him in on a gasp, pleased he'd made the move on his own, and wrapped her other leg around his waist as she kissed him back. Unsurprisingly, her endeavor to help him was going very, very well indeed. "Ai ya, Xander," she murmured against his lips, the fingers of one hand threading into his hair as her other arm curled around his shoulders.

Xander knew you were supposed to keep moving, but for the moment he was struck breathless. It felt so good, amazing, Buffy finally finding the right shoes so they could finally leave the mall perfect.

"Helen..." Was all he could reply back softly, hoarsely against her lips as he finally began to shift his hips, his hands gripping the sheets.

When he started to move she moaned, the sound muffled against his lips. Saffron let Xander set the pace, guiding him briefly when he needed it with a touch of her hand or a whispered word in his ear. She wasn't sure how long he would last, but that was all right; Saffron was the best, and she would be ready when he was.

Since he was so overwhelmed by everything, Xander was thankful for the small guiding touches. He wanted her to feel just as amazing as he did and he didn't mind taking direction.

But one thing was for sure. He wasn't going to last long at all.

"So good, honey...oh god..." Saffron wasn't always so vocal, but every guy was different - it was part of what made them all so interesting and inviting - and given who it was, her aim was to reassure him he was doing well without sounding like some kind of coach. Sure, she was teaching him as well as helping him overcome a fear, but nothing sucked the enjoyment out of sex like getting all technical about it. It was better, she thought, to feel your way through, and all the more productive if you were discovering with someone who knew better than most how to correctly aid you in that discovery.

He was right there, Saffron could feel it, and she urged him forward with a deep, searching kiss, her fingernails curling gently into the skin of his back. "Let go, Xander," she murmured against his lips. "Let go. I'm right behind you."

Xander appreciated it. The letting him feel his own way through. Letting him have that bit of control while still showing him what he was supposed to do, so he was an active participant, the driving force even. No...okay small pun intended.

Of course, her words were the last straw and with one final, deep stroke, Xander came with startled gasp, almost blacking out for a second at the sudden rush of feeling.

She was right behind him as promised, her climax following hard and fast on the heels of Xander's. Saffron clenched her whole body around him, her nails digging in a little more, and let herself get lost in the overflowing sensation.

Afterward, as she started to catch her breath, Saffron kept Xander close, relaxing her hold only slightly as she waited for him to regain his senses enough to react to what had just happenend.

Xander just kind of drifted for a moment, body some how keeping the same position before slowing rolling out and to the side of Helen, so he could lay beside her.

If he'd been terrified before, the feeling the crept up on him as he became more aware was ten times worse. This was it. The sex had been nice...oh who was he kidding, it had been the best thing ever! But now, well he was pretty sure Helen wasn't going to kill her best dancer so she'd just send him on his not so merry way. He relished the warm feeling of laying beside her for a moment...before carefully trying to squirm out of her embrace. Might as well do it himself right?

Oh dear.

Sated and pleased, Saffron turned onto her side to face Xander, and frowned slightly when she noticed the change that came over him. This was the crucial moment, she knew, based on what he'd told her, and she could see his fear creeping back in. That just wouldn't do.

She pulled him gently back towards her as he tried to scoot away, placing a hand tenderly to the side of his face so she could gently prompt him to turn and look at her. "You have somewhere you need to be, sugar, that's got you trying to run off in a hurry?" she said, giving him a sweet smile.

At first he'd resisted her pull but Xander finally gave in with a small sigh and relaxed next to her. It took another moment before he finally looked over at her, nervous and not sure what he was going to find. "I...was just leaving this. That's...how it works right?" Sure, everything so far had been different then his previous experiences but that didn't mean afterwards would be too.

"No," Saffron replied simply. She snuggled right up against Xander, one of her legs draped over his, and kissed him sweetly.

"I'm not about to kick you out, if that's what you're thinking," she said. "If you'd prefer to leave, I won't stop you, but I'd rather you stay for a little while. I don't have anywhere I need to be for a few hours yet."

Xander could only blink and stare at her for a moment. Then it took a another moment before he forced himself to relax. It was another few deep breaths before he curled up against her again. "Thank you..." He said softly, before kissing her again. Sure it was going to take a little while before it sunk in that she meant it...but this was a good start.

Saffron brought a hand up to cup his cheek, pleased he'd decided to stay. "I'm just glad you let me do this for you," she said against Xander's lips, and though she knew the answer she asked the question anyway. "It was good, right?"

"Very good." Was the immediate answer that came to mind. Xander couldn't think of anything else as he just took a deep breath and relaxed, closing his eyes sleepily. It was very of the good.

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