For Saffron

[thedemonmagnet]

Waking up was never on Xander's Want-To-Do list and yet it was something he always had to do. Granted, waking up next to Helen greatly improved the experience but it still was a struggle for him to open his eyes.

So…he didn’t. He yawned and stretched with a small groan before turning over and snuggling more against Helen. He made a few sleepy noises before settling and set himself to going back to sleep. But he couldn’t. Even in his half-awake state, Xander knew something was off. For one thing…Helen felt different in his arms. With a small groan, he opened his eyes and even though his gaze was blurry, he could tell it was still Helen beside him. Maybe he was just dreaming so he was more than happy to close his eyes to tempt sleep again.

But that nagging feeling was still bothering him, so he rolled over to lay on his back. A sleepy frown crossed his face as he felt something heavy on his chest. Not again to think of what it could be, Xander lazily opened his eyes again and lifted his head to look.

Which resulted in him sitting up in bed, screaming.

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[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander couldn’t help frowning slightly at her reaction. “This…this really doesn’t freak you out…and why are you giving me your ‘I want sex look’? You really want to do it with me like this? I mean, I know lesbians do it somehow but I have no idea how that works and my girlfriend is looking at me with the intent for lesbian sex and I’m babbling. I’m stopping now.” He had to stop because he needed to breathe before he started hyperventilating. “How is this not bad again?”

[devilwoman]

"Of course I want you like this, you're still my Xander," she said, as she closed the distance a little more. "Why freak out when it's much more fun to enjoy it? I like women too, honey, I'm bi just like you." She was right up next to Xander, turned around so she was facing him with her legs folded away to the side, but she stopped before moving close enough to kiss him, not knowing if it would freak him out. "And you happen to make a beautiful woman."

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander knew Helen was bi, that wasn’t what worried him. It was just…him as a woman that worried him. It took everything he had not to refute her when she called him beautiful because he had a hard time believing it. The mental picture he had was of his male self in a dress and it wasn’t pretty.

“Really?” He squeaked out, biting the inside of cheek as he looked up at her through hair that had a lot more curls then he’d ever have expected. “And, uh…what kind of fun?”

[devilwoman]

Saffron smiled softly and reached up to gently push Xander's hair back from his face. "Whatever kind you want," she replied. "Whatever you're comfortable with. And once you're a little more adjusted, maybe you'll let me show you a thing or two. No rush, we've probably got a few days."

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

“I…” His girlfriend wanted to have lesbian sex with him. At least that was what he assumed from ‘show him a thing or two’. “Adjusted. Right.”

When he was better adjusted huh? Xander took a deep breath and looked down at his new body. Hesitantly, his hands came up and he started running his hands through his long curls and over his slimmer but curvier body. He still had his muscles and his tattoo, they were just more feminine. And his breasts…once he started touching them, he found he couldn’t stop. They were so soft and they felt so…good when he touched them. Was this really how Helen felt when he touched hers?

[devilwoman]

Saffron opened her mouth to reply, then shut it again as Xander started to take stock of his new feminine attributes. A small, amused smile curved her lips upward when his hands went to his breasts and seemed to want to stay there.

"All those new curves are just...fascinating, aren't they?" she murmured, before she dared to lean in and press a soft kiss to Xander's cheek.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

"That's one word for it..." Xander said absently, finally, reluctantly, moving on with one hand. It ventured down, tracing where his abs were softer to where his penis should be. He winced slightly when he passed over the smooth skin...and hesitated before slipping down further, gasping at the strange sensations.

[devilwoman]

It was rather interesting, and more than a little arousing, to watch as Xander explored. Saffron sat, close but not interfering, watching Xander's expression and the path of his hand. "That feel good?" she asked softly, from behind an appreciative smile.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

“It feels…different.” Xander wasn’t sure good was the right word. He didn’t know what the right word but good didn’t sound right. He took a deep breath, than probed his fingers farther down which caused a shiver. He knew what was down there; he’d explored down there enough with hands and mouth before on Helen. But feeling it…that was something entirely different. “I don’t think this is exactly how I imagined it.”

[devilwoman]

She scooted a little closer, ventured to rest a hand lightly on Xander's upper thigh. "May I?" she asked, wanting so badly to touch but not unless it wasn't going to freak him out.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

The third hand touching him startled him for a second but when he quickly realized it was just Helen, he nodded quickly. "Yes...you know more what you're doing with a body like this after all." It wasn't particularly a good joke, but it helped ease his nerves.

[devilwoman]

Saffron smiled warmly, then moved her hand to join Xander's. But instead of moving his hand away, she covered it with her own, gently guiding his fingers to where she knew he would be rewarded with the most electric of sensations. She shifted onto her knees, sitting back on her heels as her other hand pushed Xander's hair back from his face.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander watched her curiously but didn’t resist as he let her move his fingers into the right position. When they found it, he started like he’d been hit with a live wire and gasped. “Oh my god, what was that?” His curious gaze turned wondrous as his eyes met hers.

[devilwoman]

"That," Saffron replied with a grin, "was that lovely little spot known as the clitoris. You know all about that, honey, you've found it on me enough times." She loved the look on Xander's face, and she continued to guide his fingers to gently work that spot as she leaned in again and pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

"Oh." That was about all Xander could think for a good minute before more words finally found their way out of his brain. "I know I've found it but I didn't realize it felt like that..." And there went the words as she kept directing him and alls he could do was moan softly.

[devilwoman]

The whole scenario was a total turn-on for Saffron, and really, it was making her remember how she'd missed being with a woman. And even better, well, her boyfriend as a woman was the ultimate.

"Mmmm, do that again," she said softly, continuing to guide Xander's movements. Unable to resist anymore, wanting to know just how soft they were, she pressed her lips to Xander's, soft and sweet at first, waiting to see if he would be receptive to more.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander had meant to ask 'Do what again?' but if Helen hadn't kissed him, it would no doubt have just come out as a moan again anyway.

And the kiss was good. Very good. Between it and his fingers moving at Helen's direction, he was about to melt in a puddle of 'oh my god this feels amazing'. In other words, very much receptive for more.

[devilwoman]

Pleased by Xander's reaction, Saffron pushed a little closer, deepening the kiss as she did so. Her free hand slid into Xander's now long hair at his temple, her fingers curling slightly around the back of his head.

When the kiss finally broke, she stayed close, her lips hovering close to Xander's. "May I take over?" she asked with a soft smile.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Completely overwhelmed, in the best way possible, Xander could only nod in answer to her question. He reluctantly pulled his fingers away from their task, moving to wipe them on the bed so he could touch her in return.

Who knew long hair felt so good?

[devilwoman]

"Lay back, honey," Saffron said, giving Xander's shoulder a gentle push. She didn't take over right away, instead leaning over first to kiss Xander again, deeper this time, her hand sliding up the outside of Xander's thigh.

As she broke the kiss, her hand strayed inward, sliding along smooth skin until she reached her goal, that sweet spot that had caused that moan. "There it is," she said softly, kissing him again as she started slow, applying the gentlest of pressure with her fingers.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Xander stared at her for a moment, as if needing a second to process what she'd said. Then he nodded absently and laid back on the bed, using one hand to keep his now long hair from falling in his face.

He was completely distracted by the kiss that her hands finding that spot again came as a complete surprise. And Helen as aptly rewarded with another long, deep moan into the kiss, his body squirming under her, though to get away or get closer wasn't clear.

[devilwoman]

That moan, so sweet and newly feminine, was doing things to Saffron like she couldn't believe. She pulled away from Xander long enough to change position, though she kept her hand moving as she did so, sliding around so she was kneeling between Xander's legs. She nudged them apart just a little wider with her own, so she could kneel better, and then leaned forward again to claim Xander's lips again in a heated kiss, bracing herself with her other arm.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Barely realizing Helen was moving around, Xander only opened his eyes again when she pulled away for a moment, and then only a slit. He used the pause to take a deep breath, though he couldn't relax for even a moment since she didn't stop touching him there.

His hands were gripping the bed under him as he responded to her, opening his legs as asked and leaning up into the kiss, without even a thought to spare on what she could be planning.

[devilwoman]

"You feel so good, baby," Saffron murmured against Xander's lips between kisses. She continued what she was doing for a little bit longer, gradually intensifying her movements.

"So good," she repeated breathily, before she slipped a single finger inside slowly, gently.

[scoobys-heart.livejournal.com]

Well that certainly got his attention and his eyes jerked up reply.

Xander was familiar with things inside him, Spike had shown him all the joys of gay sex after all. But this was different, so very different. It was so much more intimate and...oh fuck, it felt fantastic.

"Oh fuuuuck..."