Xander couldn't stop a loud sniffle as Spike held on to him. He didn't bother to hide his crying anymore, couldn't as he retold Spike about that morning. "I woke up and I just had a bad feeling about something and when I went and looked in her room, it wasn't so much that she wasn't there, it was like she wasn't there. Then I searched all over for anyplace she would be and I know she wouldn't go off to fight dinos with out telling anyone and I just know she's gone." And he hated knowing it. Hated it.